闲言碎语

  终于离开了免疫,在南五间断呆了四个月,刷新了我的轮转记录.已经习惯了这里的一切,想到这次离开后短期内不会再回来了,那天和两位领导和护士们说再见的时候,还是挺不舍的.

  已经是休假第3天了,一直念叨着放假后要好好睡个懒觉,可每天还是很早就醒了过来,这就是习惯的力量么?

  下周一离开北京,只是这次和以前不一样了,心中多了一份念想. 

  又是好久没来了，生活平淡的继续着，当然多了些幸福，也多了期盼。

  发现自己有时候过于冷静了，日常工作中我需要平静的面对病痛、泪水、离别，需要控制自己的情绪，以能更理性的去解决问题。但将这种习惯带到生活中后，却显得有些压抑了。

  教师节又要到了，今年送什么礼物呢？

  又要换班了，继续留在免疫。不过从现在开始就盼望十一长假了，期待与你同行。

上周wz到北京，匆匆一聚，又匆匆而别，虽然已经毕业两年了，但感觉一切就似在昨天，朋友之间熟悉的感觉一点也没有淡。

短短一个月之后，居然又回到了西院南五，有点惊讶于回炉速度之快。

也就是这短短的一个月里，生活发生了积极的变化。我会珍惜眼前这一切，会继续努力。

在度过周一那个最紧张忙碌的主班之后,周三主班出奇的闲,人品果然是守恒的…

不知道周一那个肠系膜静脉血栓导致肠坏死的病人现在情况怎么样了,听说切了1米6的小肠,已经算是不幸中的万幸了吧.腹痛待查的病人的确随时都不能放松警惕.

第一次被沈大夫约去面谈,主要就是期望之类的话语,压力也随之而来了.

期待明年7月的SF之行.

时间过的好快，一晃已经在上观值了两个24小时班。已经没有了来这个混乱地带之前的抗拒，逐渐开始适应这里的工作方式。

还是会回忆前两个月在免疫组的快乐时光。脾气无敌好，查房时老是走题到八卦的领导；同事间轻松的工作氛围；还有早上经常和我一起乘10路上班的唐老师，公车上您对我生活和工作上的指点我想我会一直受用。

这几天把《雪花神剑》完整的看了一遍，只记得以前很喜欢绛雪这个名字，重看之后印象更深的却是罗玄和小凤之间的纠缠。到底罗玄有没有爱过小凤呢？

For his legions of fans, he was the Peter Pan of pop music: the little boy who refused to grow up. But on the verge of another attempted comeback, he is suddenly gone, this time for good.

记得初中开始，老家的电视台在7点钟之前经常就放Michael Jackson的MV，从那时候开始知道Beat it，Dangerous，后来又知道了Billie Jean，Heal the world，Thriller，The girl is mine，you are not alone等等等等。尽管我们处于完全不同的生活环境，可是他的歌声，他的创造能力，他的舞台魅力还是深深地感染了我。

Rest in Peace!

You Are Not Alone

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me
you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
but you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
but you are not alone
lone lone
why lone
just the other night
i thought i heard you cry
asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
i can hear your prayers
your burdens i will bear
but first i need your hand
then forever can begin
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone
whisper three words and i'll come running
and girl you know that i'll be there
i'll be there
you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone...

已经是几天前的事了，主任开大会说7-9月份禁止休假，整个挨了一记闷棍，我的旅游yy计划，一下子就搁置了。下个月还被老总扔去急诊二进宫，真是雪上加霜。。。算了，休假不成，干脆就当劳模吧。

周五病房里一个男病人被拉回了家，才31岁，留下2个孩子，到死也没弄清楚病因。俺一向痛恨临床中的这种挫败感，但也只能接受。

接下来这段时间要做的事情会很多，要积极，积极。